About me!
Hello! I'm Charley!! I'm 18, I use They/She pronouns and I love Hello Kitty and just generally anything relating to fashion or that's pink... I have like an unhealthy obsession with pink LOL. I think it's just so fun and lovely! I love the NBA and I am a huge stats nerd so, I'll probably discuss it on here. I just love the whole feeling of analyzing sports! Anyways, I hope you enjoy your time on here and enjoy reading into the ... I don't know -- the musings of an unfunny teenage girl!
Title: Procrastination >_< Date :10/22/23 Mood: Stressed
I've started getting into dumb hobbies recently, like just out of this world -- idiotic ideas, and I feel as if it's because I'm scared of my future. I'm scared that I'm wasting my time, I'm scared that I'm not doing enough, and most of all -- I'm scared that when I finally do something meaningful in my life, it'll all have the worst effects on me. I want to be fun, I want to be interesting and have cool hobbies without feeling as if I am constantly at odds with ruining my future. It's weird, I don't know how to get that perfect balance. Anyways, I'm excited for the NBA season to finally begin. It sounds so stupid but, I feel like so much of my stress just disappears once the season begins.
Title: Starting New Hobbies :D Date: 10/23/23 Mood: Excited
I don't know exactly why I have such a weird giddiness whenever I start something new. Whenether it be a new hobby, a new show, or listening to a new artist -- I get so excited. I feel like I can't share my joy a lot of the time, I feel as if my joy with starting something new is a nuisance to others but I just get so happy about it !!! I love starting new things, just the experience of doing something exciting just joys me to no end. I love the feeling so much and I love finding new communities and niches that I can also share my joy with.
Title: I Hate Headaches SO much.... Date: 10/24/23 Mood: Exhausted
There is very little on this planet that I abhor more than headaches -- or migraines in my case. I undoubtedly hate Tuesdays but, today shouldn't have been that bad. I cannot focus, I feel like I'm going crazy and I can't even two that one thing where I clasp my hands to my head due to the pain. I don't know who I cursed, I don't know who got their feelings hurt by my little jokes or what godly being I have wronged but, I apologize. Why was I biologically cursed to have these headaches, especially on a day where I'm taking a test that enables me to graduate. How is one supposed to know American history when I don't even have any train of thought. I hate migraines. I hate being born with them and it's difficult to explain to people that these headaches are genuinely dehabilitating. It sucks, so freaking much..
Title: Sleeping All Day, No Time for School! Date: 10/25/23 Mood: Rested
Now... I consider myself someone who loves a good nap, I even would consider myself a professional napper. But, when all it does is distract me from school -- that's when even I consider it a bit.. too much. Yesterday, I napped all day. I fed the dogs in the morning, and then I napped. I made distilled water, and then I napped. I cleaned my desk, and then I napped. I ate lunch, and then I napped and, that nap was exceedingly good. It was the type of nap I could rave about for decades upon decades, the type of nap I could tell my future grandkids about. I just napped. To be quite frank, I am writing this entry a day late because I napped all day and forgot to put anything. I even had a test today and I forgot to study for it because I was napping !!! It is just absurd how much I nap when I'm given the ability to rest.
Title: Tired Already!!!!! Date: 10/26/23 Mood: Anxious
Senior Sunrise... It's a fun idea -- hell, I'll even say it's a lovely idea. Resting with my friends in my Senior year, just watching the sun rise from it's nightly rest and bask us with its light.. It's simply a lovely concept. However, with watching the sunrise comes the fact that I will unfortunately have to be awake before it rises up from it's afformentioned rest and I... simply cannot stand that! I love getting my extra bits of sleep in so having to wake up early? Already a big no-no for me but, combined with the fact that I have to stay late tomorrow? Gosh!!! Can someone save me? I sound beyond annoying but I absolutely will be asking for some extra cash for my time at Barnes and Nobles... I will be picking up something in order to suffice my suffering...
